Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Welcome Morning, by Anne Sexton

There is joy
in all:
in the hair I brush each morning,
in the Cannon towel, newly washed,
that I rub my body with each morning,
in the chapel of eggs I cook
each morning,
in the outcry from the kettle
that heats my coffee
each morning,
in the spoon and the chair
that cry "hello there, Anne"
each morning,
in the godhead of the table
that I set my silver, plate, cup upon
each morning.

All this is God,
right here in my pea-green house
each morning
and I mean,
though often forget,
to give thanks,
to faint down by the kitchen table
in a prayer of rejoicing
as the holy birds at the kitchen window
peck into their marriage of seeds.

So while I think of it,
let me paint a thank-you on my palm
for this God, this laughter of the morning,
lest it go unspoken.

The Joy that isn't shared, I've heard,
dies young.

i've been so struck lately with this idea of painting a thank-you on my palm. it's an image and an idea that will not shake itself loose from my consciousness. so today i'm sharing five things that i'm thankful for, one for each finger extending from my palm:

pinky: i love my big green mug with matching saucer that holds hot tea every single day. i've named it my "love mug" or "mug o' love." :)

ring finger: i'm thankful for a friend that will geek out with me over high school musical, who understands my need to place the blanket just so on the bed and who relaxes in cooking and rejoices in sweeping.

middle finger: i'm thankful for my strong body, which enabled me to walk an hour from church home when i couldn't find a place to buy my bus ticket. and i'm thankful for the opportunity to listen to david gray and feel the crisp fall air redden my cheeks.

first finger: i'm thankful for my family, one that does well with "away" and who will mill about the kitchen table while on skype with me, giving me a taste of home from my own kitchen table.

thumb: for places that are mine. places that make london seem like my home and not just some large soul-less city in which i am lost. i have a couch. a table with flowers. a place to work, to smile and to serve and to learn patience and grace. a church. these roads and buses that are now familiar. and the little corner store that sells me chocolate. :)

So while I think of it,
let me paint a thank-you on my palm
for this God, this laughter of the morning,
lest it go unspoken.

The Joy that isn't shared, I've heard,
dies young.

This is joy. And I'm thankful. so in my own way, I'm painting it on my palm and sharing it.

6 comments:

Mary said...

yes, there is much to be thankful for.

thanks for this reminder.

lentil.

Sarah Beth said...

Oh, lovely. Wonderful blog. I'm thankful for you too. Thankful that you can find my mobile when it isn't buried under all my clothes... thankful that you aren't afraid of the mouse. And thankful that you always boil enough water for both of us. You're my old shoe that I couldn't do without.

Unknown said...

This is beautiful Lisa, I think more often then not we forget to sit down and look at all the wonderful things that we are blessed with.

Mags

Unknown said...

Hi Lisa dear!

I have enjoyed reading your blog here and there. I am so happy that you are able to get the experience that you are in London. What a wonderful opportunity to just live and share life in a new place.

This most recent blog has reminded me of all that God has blessed us with. We all have so much and I forget about these small and simple blessings.

Today I encountered this sweet Bosnian woman at a Starbucks. She was asking people for money for groceries and rent. The next thing I knew I was in the grocery store shopping with this woman, Maria. She was so thankful for the groceries that she recieved. Even though I walked through the store with her and swiped my card to purchase them I can't help but think how good and faithful God is to provide for our every need. It was kind of an out of body experience where I just watched the Lord provide for this humble and thankful woman. I didn't feel involved at all. The Lord did it all. I have been blessed with a job that meets my needs and then God was able to use what he had given me for awhile to provide for someone else. Anyway, I'm still not sure what to make of it all, but I am so humbled and thankful for all of the little and big things that the Lord provides. From simple pleasures, like your pinky description, to our own abilities, like your middle finger, the Lord gives us so much!

...I am thankful for the internet as well! That I am able to sit here and read about your adventures and life in London and then write you a note as well. It has been several years since living life with you on Second East of Warren hall but I wanted to let you know that I am thankful for you and the life and joy that you brought to the hall and my life during that year! Have a beautiful Saturday in London!

Blessings,
Megan Duff

papasuds said...

Hiya Lis

Expressing thanks is a blessing to the receiver, giver and all those who observe. It removes us from a focus on ourselves, breeds contentment and is a gemstone in the crown of your character. Pretty cool blog.

Dad

Linda said...

Psalm 138 of David
I give you thanks, O Lord, with my whole heart; before the gods I sing your praise; I bow down toward your holy temple and give thanks to your name for your steadfast love and your faithfulness, for you have exalted above all things your name and your word. On the day I called, you answered me; my strength of soul you increased.